Mood Of the Day

The last week was kinda stressful and a little over whelming as I feel pulled in every direction. Today I realize what i have to do and when I saw this it both made my nipples hard and laugh. Well you can't keep a good whore down all the time. I am sure that if the dad wasn't sitting with his "child" it would have been a different story. But I have to give her props for not having the fear gene and going on public transport sand chonies.

Henry Hate's mood of the day!

I love asses wigiggling and a tit's a jiggling. I love The Time. Put those two together and you get one of the greatest moments in celluloid history. Morris Day was robbed an Oscar for this role in Purple Jizz Stain Rain. BUt like all greats they seek perfection and I do as well. Jerome, I think I am gonn need a drink. Watch the video here.

My Current Mood!

This is pretty much it in a nut shell! Better Mother Fucking Recognize!

My Current Mood

Let's Just say after a lovely dinner loast night with my friends and my lovely partner Bren I got a pep in my step.

Sullen Boy!

At the moment I feel surrounded by a pecking order that can be debilitating. Stretched thin and just exhausted when it seems to never end. There are times when I feel like a hamster on a wheel spinning and actually going no where. So it's easy to feel like you're drowning and simply want to give up. I hate these moments cause I have to simply stand outside the circle and take a deep long look and take account. The other day I had a breakdown in front of my partner, and for the first time in a long time I felt like a failure. I told him everything, it's my fault cause I should have shared with him earlier. But Bren can't fix me, I can only fix myself. He says I'm to hard on myself, and that I should look at all the good that I have created. Yet there is a weight on my shoulders and it feels like a ton of bricks, heavy and difficult to bare. I am no one's victim, as I can fix this. Just at the moment my emotional state is in a bit if flux and it tears me apart.
I do it to myself really cause I am my own worst enemy. So the saying that goes the enemy of my enemy is my friend, does not apply here. I have thought some stuff through and trying to see where to go from here, but I am not done. I have options and this is a just a low.

I need to find out what my next step is and at what cost will it be. To those whom have shown support thanks. Stay tuned.

Open a Can Of Whoop Ass!

Classic! Note to self: Razorbaldes in a wig for back up.

WHAT EVER!

Should you ever open your mouth, say it with action
Should you ever loose something, find it and make amends
Do not take lightly your position
Do not make the exception to your rules
The rules are not your own
The floor from under us is ever changing
Quicksand, Concrete, Mud
Where is that you stand?
Sweat, Tears, Blood!

Should you ever find your self lost
Ask yourself where
Should you have a conversation
Ask yourself why
Do not look for guidance when your actions are second guessed
Do not lay out parameters when the goal post isn't your own
Your floor is ever changing
Where is it you would like to stand
Winner's Circle, Church Chior Bandstand

My answer is this:

"Consider how hard it is to change yourself and you'll understand what little chance you have in trying to change others.”

Or

WHATEVER!

My Current Mood this Morning

Cause I haven't slapped a bitch in two weeks, cause I got a whole lot a strength in a bitch slap arm. Word

I was recently going through LAX terminal and my jewellery set off the alarm to which the station guard questioned what was making her paddle wheee. So I pulled up my t-shirt to expose my 5mil nipple barbells. To which she exclaimed, " Oh hell no! Boy, are you crazy? You best roll out and get on with your painful self."

My Current MOOD!

Looks like someone's gots their bitch on! SO step to me cause I might cut a bitch! Sleep has escaped me and my clock is all out of whack and I am not the one to be "*&^*%*$£*" with. My kingdom to turn the sprinklers on some noisy bratty kids.

Current MOOD!

ARRRGGGGHH!!

I haven't smacked a Bitch all week, but this makes me smile. But like all highs it eventually wears off.

Bummer.

My Current Mood!

This is how I am feeling at the moment. Stressed beyond fucking belief. Ain't you lucky I don't have a gun. Cause it would be some serious Black Gay Rage up in this mother fucker.

A Silver Lining.

I woke up today with this song in my head and thought it was relevant on my current mood. And hope this makes you smile. For my guy Bren, I love you.