Mood Of the Day

The last week was kinda stressful and a little over whelming as I feel pulled in every direction. Today I realize what i have to do and when I saw this it both made my nipples hard and laugh. Well you can't keep a good whore down all the time. I am sure that if the dad wasn't sitting with his "child" it would have been a different story. But I have to give her props for not having the fear gene and going on public transport sand chonies.

Dead Wieght

I have been thinking about addictions and the effects that they carry. I once spoke with Amy about addiction once and that although you loose site and focus of your addictions you are focused on the addiction. The elephant is in a room staring at the void. I am going to try something new for 21 days. By trying to reprogram my mind into a more productive functioning machine. Thinking about the people whom have died recently has made me realize that there is clock ticking and that our lives are quite precious. It was sad to see the passing of Whitney Houston and a shame she never recovered her diva stature in the way she probably wanted.

When Amy left i was gutted, caused I loved her, not just her music but her. She come into my life and I felt truly blessed. My partner is with me and I started to realize that certain behavior has affected him and I want to change all that. He is the sun to my moon and the ying to my yang. I want to be a better human and a better partner. When I was in rehab I thought that that would get rid of my demons and anger, but I was wrong. There is no way to truly get rid of addiction unless you truly get the the source of your pain. And I have had some, but the weight is just not worth the effort of lugging around shit that serves no purpose other than ruining my life.

I am amazed that people freely judge people with addictions with righteous indignation.
It's hard but you get to a point when you just want to be happy and start from scratch. Take better care of yourself and actually get to know the person who's skin your living in. Recently there has been some changes in the shop and it has been a bit stressful, as it comes with being a boss. Taxes and the economy create a huge amount of pressure to preform. Not to mention the loss of someone who i truly like but the efforts that I have put forth i felt were clearly a little uneven and unappreciated. So at the moment I am planning on smiling at people more. I am going to look at life with a different perspective. There are things that I enjoy that make me happy. Simple things.

1.) When my partner holds my hand in a theater and he smiles at me.
2.) The look Joleene gives me when she licks my head and holds me down with her paw.
3.) The sound of Bren's laughter and when he calls my name.
4.) When I achieve a goal and accomplish something I set out to do.
5.) Laughter

What was The Question???

* What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?
A gut reeling sense of FAILURE and the feeling of letting myself down and those whom I truly love.
* Where would you like to live?
Wherever my heart is and of course where the action is at. I'm a city boy
at heart.
* What is your idea of earthly happiness?
Good Food, Good Music, Good Friends and of course Love. Zero Rent.
* To what faults do you feel most indulgent?
The life of addicts whom never scratch the surface of their pain and do nothing about it.
* Who are your favorite heroes of fiction?
I don't have heroes of fact or fantasy
* Who are your favorite characters in history?
Hmmm... Lizzy Borden?
* Who are your favorite heroines in real life?
Vivienne Westwood, cause she is crazy bat shit crazy and a genius.
* Who are your favorite heroines of fiction?
I do not know. Maybe you?
* Your favorite painter?
Too numerous to mention
* Your favorite musician?
Too Numerous to list
* The quality you most admire in a man?
Humbleness
* The quality you most admire in a woman?
Manipulation, sorry ladies but you girls can work magic, it's amazing.
* Your favorite virtue?
Humour
* Your favorite occupation?
Creating things from my mind with my two hands and brain, and making them real.
* Who would you have liked to be?
I would like to be a little more forgiving of myself when I grow up.

Part 2
# Your most marked characteristic?

My determination, & gut instinct

# The quality you most like in a man?

A big penis

# The quality you most like in a woman?

Magnificent Chichi's

# What do you most value in your friends?

The truth, even when it's painful

# What is your principle defect?

I can be extremely self centered

# What is your favorite occupation?

Being an artist and making a living doing it. I can afford my vices and traveled the world on my own resources, which is pretty fucking cool.

# What to your mind would be the greatest of misfortunes?

That I destroy everything in my life and not care, all done by my own doing.

# What would you like to be?

Myself

# What is your favorite color?

One that makes people take notice when entering a room and that is also slimming and flattering by light.

# What is your favorite flower?

I am torn between, roses, bird of paradise, or orchids

# What is your favorite bird?

The magpie looks like a pretty cool bird and I get excited when i see two of them together.

# Who are your favorite prose writers?

At the moment, Chuck D and Dorothy Parker
# Who are your favoite poets?

I'll get back to you on that one.


# What are your favorite names?

Brenry, Joleene, Carlotta Romero, Butch, and Miranda De La Cruz De la Hoya De Canenall

# What is it you most dislike?

Stupidity and bullshit.

# What historical figures do you most despise?

Ronald Regan and George BUSH

# What event in military history do you most admire?

The time I had sex with two marines and one army guy at once. Ice ice baby!


# What natural gift would you most like to possess?
To Charm everyone
# How would you like to die?

A fucking legend! and in my sleep of course.

# What is your present state of mind?

Annoyance at having to think about myself in order to answer these questions

# What is your motto?

At the mo- I will cut a bitch!

Henry Hate's mood of the day!

I love asses wigiggling and a tit's a jiggling. I love The Time. Put those two together and you get one of the greatest moments in celluloid history. Morris Day was robbed an Oscar for this role in Purple Jizz Stain Rain. BUt like all greats they seek perfection and I do as well. Jerome, I think I am gonn need a drink. Watch the video here.